Oli - Moli

I can't stop myself remembering your "first cry " .When the nurse brought you to show us-she was holding you in her palms up right like a little rattle for a few seconds.My first feeling was "she is naked and going to get cold-how beatiful she is-she looks asif she knows that we are her mom and dad waiting for her. I felt that we had eye contact for a while and as if you knew that I am your MOM !






After a short while they gave you to me.I was very proud that they gave you to me.I am the MOM and I had you right on my shoulder.I couldn't figure out what to do -how to hold you since my hands were tied .I tried to hold you with my neck -they let me hold her with one hand-I remember myself smelling you not kissing not to hurt you and thinking I should remember that smell for ever.




You were SO Beatiful to me!
So soft,
So tiny
So perfect

You were so perfect to me.
I didn't kiss you scared of hurting just kept smelling and kept looking to your face -hands-feet.
Feeling you weight on my arms.
The moment I sow you -I wanted to hold and never leave!!

I will always be with you Olivia . As long as I could and you want to!!

Momy(Mimi)